Or was it?
I am almost to the point that I am so spent on the male species. In a way they are of no use to me outside of simple entertainment, even tho I could probably get that from Cinemax on a late nite. I have made a decision... that decision is that I am no longer dating! Ok let the laughter commence! WTF right? Wrong. I am so tired. Tired, but not quite bitter. I have made this decision because I don't want to get to bitter...nor scorned lesbian, but that's quite a few thousand miles down the road.... Bitter however is right up the street and just a few wrong turns on Worthless Relationship Road will get you there in a jiffy!
A couple of backfires, few cheaters, liars and scaredy cats could be to blame for where I am now. But maybe I have to throw in 1 funny, funny girl in front of the pointing finger. After dealing with Ronnie,Bobby,Ricky and Mike I have to ask myself "Well damn... is it me??" I think maybe it COULD have been. But it isn't now... cuz I quit!
I Should have quit after sperm donor. If you cant trust your best friend to be your best friend after he gets you pregnant than dammit who can you trust? However all the lies, deceit,cruelty, and dead-beat parenting is over shadowed simply because he gave me something no one else could. The one love of my life, my perfect little girl...so there hmph!
Maybe I should have quit after MP3? Nice guy, good lucking, good job, sweetheart, attentive, great lover------- With A girlfriend in Germany!? Yes extremely comical I know!!! You jerk! Then you come back post-whatever, force yourself into my life, then bam your gone again, maybe i was supposed to cry/kick/scream? Not my thing! You are nothing that Taco Bell and Raw cookie dough can't fix.
Really, really, really should have called it quitting time prior to Psycho! Aw what a waste of Height!! He did everything wrong! You went from 60 to 0 in 6 months flat, and after your engine blew up in my face, you still somehow manage to back over me...nice! I never like you anyway. Ok yes I did but you were so mean!! Ugh!!
And why I am still in the game once Uncle Money Bags turn to bat came? Because I'm stupid. Yep, I trusted you why? Oh yes, because I've known you for 10 years and you had never lied to me once til you went Pro you piece of shit. I should've gone Orin Ishii on your ass, lucky for you....I'm a lady!
And you Max...you hunted me down. I wasn't looking for you. You found me. You offered me You! You did this and you said that ( you do this and you say this, as in present tense cuz I'll be damned if I not addicted to you) You set it up, perfectly. Had it looking delicious, mmmm. Yea go ahead seduce me with charisma, charm, connections, intelligence and the like--- then tell me you have an infant aaanndd you and his mother? Yea who knows! BULLSHIT!!!! I did not ask for this one!!! I didn't do it! You did it... and I'd hate you if I didn't like you so much, but I will get away from your ass, one way or another!
Oh no... almost made that left turn on Bitter Bitch Ave.... Calm it down sister!
Soooo in order not to lose, don't play the game, correct? Guess I will find out. The only problem with that is that you may not win either.
A couple of backfires, few cheaters, liars and scaredy cats could be to blame for where I am now. But maybe I have to throw in 1 funny, funny girl in front of the pointing finger. After dealing with Ronnie,Bobby,Ricky and Mike I have to ask myself "Well damn... is it me??" I think maybe it COULD have been. But it isn't now... cuz I quit!
I Should have quit after sperm donor. If you cant trust your best friend to be your best friend after he gets you pregnant than dammit who can you trust? However all the lies, deceit,cruelty, and dead-beat parenting is over shadowed simply because he gave me something no one else could. The one love of my life, my perfect little girl...so there hmph!
Maybe I should have quit after MP3? Nice guy, good lucking, good job, sweetheart, attentive, great lover------- With A girlfriend in Germany!? Yes extremely comical I know!!! You jerk! Then you come back post-whatever, force yourself into my life, then bam your gone again, maybe i was supposed to cry/kick/scream? Not my thing! You are nothing that Taco Bell and Raw cookie dough can't fix.
Really, really, really should have called it quitting time prior to Psycho! Aw what a waste of Height!! He did everything wrong! You went from 60 to 0 in 6 months flat, and after your engine blew up in my face, you still somehow manage to back over me...nice! I never like you anyway. Ok yes I did but you were so mean!! Ugh!!
And why I am still in the game once Uncle Money Bags turn to bat came? Because I'm stupid. Yep, I trusted you why? Oh yes, because I've known you for 10 years and you had never lied to me once til you went Pro you piece of shit. I should've gone Orin Ishii on your ass, lucky for you....I'm a lady!
And you Max...you hunted me down. I wasn't looking for you. You found me. You offered me You! You did this and you said that ( you do this and you say this, as in present tense cuz I'll be damned if I not addicted to you) You set it up, perfectly. Had it looking delicious, mmmm. Yea go ahead seduce me with charisma, charm, connections, intelligence and the like--- then tell me you have an infant aaanndd you and his mother? Yea who knows! BULLSHIT!!!! I did not ask for this one!!! I didn't do it! You did it... and I'd hate you if I didn't like you so much, but I will get away from your ass, one way or another!
Oh no... almost made that left turn on Bitter Bitch Ave.... Calm it down sister!
Soooo in order not to lose, don't play the game, correct? Guess I will find out. The only problem with that is that you may not win either.
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